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For many years Iīve felt that Iīm stuck in life and even if Iīve tried and try to change things I feel a lot of emptiness. I see a T and thatīs a support but I still feel loneliness and that I donīt have a way forward in life. Iīve studied the last year and that has been interesting but I can only feel meaning for a short period of time. Most of the time I donīt feel any meaning. Itīs not that Iīm thinking of suicide but I never seem to find my way in life.
Iīve been unemployed for several years and now Iīm thinking of slowly adapting to work life again and to try to find a place to use my knowledge in several fields and from my academic exams.
But I donīt believe in it and even if positive things happen they donīt stay with me and thatīs so also when Iīm not especially down or anything.
Does anyone relate to this?
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