I'm not going to have unprotected sex, and if he won't wear a condom we won't be having sex. I'm just wondering if anything would help as far as comfort goes at ejaculation. Really he needs to be more considerate. I think he thinks I owe him after coming off the Pill, but if he had showed more interest and been less hurtful towards me in the past then I probably would have stayed on it. He seemed to have planned to see me when he was on holiday this week but with me coming off the Pill I have ruined it. I don't know if he'll get in touch again or not. He might find someone who will sleep with him without a condom and that will be it. I don't want to end up pregnant or with an STD, so I won't get too upset. He hasn't been very concerned for my health and that is not a good sign.

I know I'm better off alone, I just don't like being alone for a long time. I need to do other things and not think about it.