This has been going on off and on since I was 3 years old. I'm high school aged. I can remember brief moments of being a 3 year old(I cannot git rid of these thoughts) and getting yelled at and slapped every time I would "bother" my father(crying, laughing, talking, running around). When I got older(9 years old) that is when I started getting hit(not spanked, there is a difference) whenever my father would get mad he would punch me a few times that doesn't happen as much, just now it is on and off. But 24/7 he calls me fat, stupid, ugly, worthless, failed abortion, and constantly tells me go hurt yourself. I'm not making this up. It is worse in the car when I sometimes have to go places with my parents, he will under his breath tell me to go hurt myself because I'm worthless to him. And when I tell him to stop saying things to me, he will yell louder and try to hit me. Do all parents do this? I'm homeschooled and don't have many friends, so I'm not sure how normal this is for parents.