um......I'm speechless. I'm so sorry you have been living with such abuse. I'm in tears.
Please get help for yourself. Get help for yourself first, and then deal with the rest.
You do not deserve to be treated like that. Can you see if there's a safe house or a group home, or more importantly someone who you trust to keep you safe you can go to? Please get out of your house as soon as you can. Please don't let this continue. You are worth so much more than your father thinks, and I think you know that too. Please.
I'm sending my energy out to the universe for you.