I'm 23 years old with a 42 year old fiance. We've been together for three years and things were going great. When he upgraded phones i got his old one to use as my own and discovered his obsession with transsexuals. Upon approaching him he denied it. Then just a few weeks ago he spent the night in the hospital. I took his phone while he was sleeping and searched through it only to find the same thing again. I feel very depressed and self conscious about it. The sex was great at first and happened all the time but now im lucky if its twice a month. Im the first overweight woman he has been with and his kid uses all the opportunities that she can ro remind me of that. I feel like life is spiraling out of control and in all honesty feel useless and like i dont belong. I dont have any family that I'm close to anymore and i dont have many friends. Please help in someway.
- A lost SOUL