Went out of leave (I'm IP) with my parents, walked along the line where the ocean meets the land juts like I was walking o a wire in a circus (Thank for that line Counting Crows!). Went back to my parents and saw my sister, nieces and nephews. I was in a great mood and able to calm the irritability with meds. now I am just listening to music, surfing the net and journaling. So glad my doctor trusted my parents enough to get leave cause technically I should not be allowed out but my doctor saw it as a healing exercise, which it was. So, all round a very positive day, well at least at 6pm. Anything could happen from here knowing me.