That's the great thing about PC is you can vent any time you need to. I can understand your feeling a bit sad and relieved at the same time. I went through that with my divorce. Still feel that way sometimes and it's been a long time, but left me feeling like a failure.

Glad you have a place to yourself. Hopefully you can put your life back in order and raise your little girl with a good self-esteem so that it want happen to her.