The year end always makes me anxious, worried and manic. Last year, I just took Nov/Dec as medical leave but unfortunately I cannot do so this time around. I just came out of the short manic bout and I hope I will not reenter until Jan or later. My mind cannot function on 4-5 hours of sleep so I cannot function well at work. Next year end (2017) I will take the whole year in medical leave and hopefully never return to that place...what I will do for money (I am only part time), I am not ready to retire just yet...) is up in the air..
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I am turning 60 on Dec 5 and I m afraid to drink a drop...sad life, ain't it? I cannot smoke pot either as they test us at work...