I totally hate watching disorder shows....it triggers us bad. I don't want to feel like I was taught to be a certain way....we are way to influential.

I watch these shows and become convinced that I'm not and faking and feeling all special alone ready to die.

I saw a CSI episode that is nothing like me (my symptoms are much more covert) and I feel invalidated.

The same applies for bipolar. I always feel not good enough to be one thing or another.