Some people have thought I was making it up and when I was highly delusional I felt I had control over my delusions and was to blame for them and in control of them. I was very wrong for the most part. I tell very few people and have just recently began being open about it all because my husband has been so encouraging and I believe him and I guess respect his opinion when he says my thinking is not normal. He is not doing it to harm me but because he has my best interests at heart I really believe. I have had times when I did not trust anybody and those were the toughest times of all.