Thanks guys... sigh. the 1st was 18 years... and it's the 2nd, so guess I went past it ok.

But the gardener came by and talked to me about my owing him money! I tried, really tried to talk to him but he won: I paid him another $220 ! It's part of my ptsd I just cannot withstand ppl who make a demand of me (I can do ok when I'm arguing for someone ELSE>>&gt especially men... since it was men who were "in charge" and denied me care when I was injured.

I need to wear bangs so they can't read SUCKER on my forehead.

Also, on the 1st, the pain clinic called. I didn't answer the phone and they left a message (how I know..) I called them back on their lunch and left a message... hope they take another month to answer.