No offense taken
I tried the methadone just because my MD is antsy about the Feds

it didn't work, it made me terribly sick. I don't agree with changing something that works, and has worked without much increase for over 10 years, just because of stigma.
BTW I didn't enjoy the stigma that went with methadone either. I didn't receive the respect I normally did when encountering other medical personnel.

THAT is a shame!
My only issue with the demerol is I don't get high. LOL Sure would be nice once in a while, don't you think, to feel some euphoria instead of pain?

What AM I saying!? I'm thankful I have tools for good pain management.
TC