Hi Kimberly,

I dont think its a halucination because all my other psycotic symptoms have gone away. It seems like this is a kind of derealisation problem however it is constant and dosnt follow any of the other kinds of trends a anxiety problem would cause.

I know i have some anxiety now however this derealisation has been going for quite some time now even before i had anxiety.

It developed in my early stages of psycosis and when i was being treated for it on risperidone it went away completely but then came back again 10 times worse, after a medication increase it went good again then came back slowly, then i developed side effects to the medicaiton and they had to change it and since then it has never gone away.

I hope Dr Grohol or possibly another doctor or training doctor on this website sees this post and could maybe shed some light on the situation. My psyc im seeing now says its anxiety but she is still in training her services are provided to me at no charge by the government. However 2 GP's have told me its psycosis.

Hopefully i can find the answer sometime soon coz it really is hell to live with.

p.s. Also in regards to the recreational drugs i only used them afew times before i developed psycosis then i stopped.