Hello Humpty Dumpty

The fact that you fear hurting others shows just how good a person you are Of course, depression will disagree, but thats exactly what it does, it removes what's real and beautiful about you and instead it convinces you about false ideas like saying that you're a terrible person (Which clearly you're not!)

I have the same exact thoughts, it feels like you're on an edge, almost falling and almost climbing up, which is a very confusing place to be However, we're all here for you, you're part of us, you're one of the beautiful family of PC, our family!