Hi Pughead,

Thanks for sharing and giving me your story so I can relate to it. I wonder what makes us do such risky things, oh don't forget I almost had an car accident a few days ago due to my careless driving. I also tend to be overly sexual and even made verbal advances to my therapist. How embarrassing! Thank God he understood why and forgave me. The whole time I never even felt guilty or embarrassed that is until the next time I saw him. I think I become uninhibited and express my thoughts and feelings no matter what. I haven't gone any further than flirt. I did kiss 4 men while I was gambling during the 4 months of my hypomanic and mania episode last year. That was my worst because I spent over $9,000 on a charge card. So when my hubby is still angry and emotionally neglects me I just have to understand. I wounded up in the hospital after that episode and my marriage is still suffering.