Its my first time posting in one of these forums. Despite battling these feelings for years I just didn't think this would help but I'm giving it a go. I never really understood why I had depression, I'm at university, I have a lot of friends, a lot of support if I need it, but I can't help feeling this overwhelming feeling of loneliness. I'm always scared of feeling any weakness because I feel like the depression will come back completely and take over, and this year is too important to let that happen. If I tell anybody I know, it'll become more real and I won't be able to control it. I hope I'm making sense, it's like if I sit down for a minute and take in everything I feel, like the loneliness and the hopelessness about keeping up with my studies, everything will be ruined. I suppose I'm just looking for some advice and support from people who don't feel obligated to help me. That's it really, thank you.
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