I went to a party recently, had more then a few drinks, and laid in bed with my best friend and her husband. Her husband was in between the two of us. We we're all very intoxicated. I'm normally very comfortable with my friend and her husband....more then with anybody else. I laid next to my friends husband and next thing I know we are fooling around under the blankets with my friend sleeping next to him. We didn't have sex, but we wanted too. I know what I did was wrong and betraying to my friend, but I can't help feel this overwhelming urge to attempt to sleep with her husband. I really want him now ever since then and I think he wants me too.

I'm married, but my husband and I never have sex and when we do I roll over and let him do what he needs to for a couple minutes then it's done and over. He does not attract me sexually AT ALL anymore. When my friends husband was touching me I felt amazing.

My question is would it be very very wrong of me to sleep with him one time and one time only.....for my sanity, for my selfish need. I've known these people for over a year now and I know he's clean and safe and I trust he won't tell anybody. So the risk of anybody finding out is very slim.

Tell me the truth...