I understand that "off" feeling too well. Many years ago (like 30) we almost opened that door but decided to keep it shut.....a lifetime of confusion, misery, and life threatening ensued. A couple years ago we opened that same door and stepped through.....now there is no going back as much as we want to...to a life of ignorant bliss. We now can see the divide within us.....and the stress of knowing haunts our every living moment. No matter how distraught it was....we miss bliss.


So off we go...forward march! Today, after a few years of controlling behvior and inner feuding....we have adopted a level of acceptance of tolerance for how we is and why. Of course we have those who still are in denial, others that are disgusted, some embarrassed, some that are torn apart, some that are quite factual and intrigued with the condition....


Being a soup bowl of adverse and contrary feelings, thoughts, ideas, beliefs....we do come across as bizarre of which most hate. Who wants to be weird? None of us does.


We don't have a guided journey though, so am grateful that you are making progress with your T.