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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
This dream/daydream is becoming a real problem. I haven't slept in thirty hours and I don't think I'm going to be able to at all the rest of tonight, at least. It's like I'm tired but I'm so awake. Not to mention the fact that this damn dream is taking over my thoughts constantly. It won't leave my head. Before it was at least passing, now it's all I seem to think about. I don't know if it's causing the sleeplessness or if it's a product of it. My dissociation also has a tendency to get worse and worse with lack of sleep. Before these thirty hours, I had only gotten four hours of broken sleep.
I just want to sleep, preferably without dreams...
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So' Leigheas, I have had a simmular incident, but it wasn't a dream. It was an attempt to take my own life, but in mine there wasn't any police, or a bridge. As you know from me typing this that my plan didn't work the way i had planned, and i spent over a month in a hospital, and several months of after care, but it has taught me that every day i wake up is a good day. It may not be a day that i want to go through, but it is still one of my days.I don't always wan't to go through some days, but the flip side to that is to not see, touch, smell, hear, taste, or think of anything/anyone i love, like, hate, ect... " to not be" Do you have psycoligical help? If you do they can give you something to help you sleep, and to help you get through these feelings/thoughts. It takes time, and you have to give diffrent things a chance to work, or not. This is something that isn't a quick fix. I don't know your history, but if you don't have help at the moment please seek help. You can go to any ER, and be honest with them, and they will get you the help you need. Weather you realize it or not, each one of us ar important. You are here for a reason. If you would like to message me, i would be happy to be your friend, My life isn't perfect, or even anything great, i have many problems of my own, but i have learned a few things from my time in 2009 with that gun, to my life now. I also hope who ever else may read this, it may be a maximum trigger!!!
