As intense as suicidal thoughts feel. they are difficult to ignore.
I go through this, too, and I try to remember it passes with time.
Honestly, right now, I am getting by moment-by-moment.
it's much easier for me to consider the whole picture moment-by-moment, as I can more easily get through one moment and then the next.

(((((( cashart ))))))
Keep reaching out.

WC