Thanks sunrise,

Yes, I know what you mean about the sob ((( sunrise ))). I look forward to learning how to self comfort and soothe that part of me.

I think the EMDR sounds interesting. As I go along, I have noticed that many times I am able to think and explore when I'm doing other things, like work or crocheting. Trouble is, it doesn't always stay with me.. I lose it.

What you experienced with him and the EMDR sounds very healing. It's good that you had a level of trust that you could do that with him. He sounds very good at so many things!