It just worries me because I have kids. Not that I think I'd do anything to hurt them, because I know I wouldn't but I feel like someone would think I would. When I was having these hallucinations I was slightly worried that I felt I was going crazy. And I also used to have suicidal ideation (I am not suicidal though) I'd just have random thoughts of throwing myself in front of a bus while walking for example, or over a bridge into a river while walking over the bridge. ive also had intrusive thoughts about hurting others or seeing people naked that has completely disgusted and sickened me.