You're not the only one, especially not here on PC. I understand it is very difficult for an extrovert to be removed from society, like this. Are there any clubs, activities or programs in your area that could be a good escape from solitude for you?

Welcome to PC, by the way. This is a good community and I think you have a good chance of making a friend here, if only through cyber space. Do you see a professional, by any chance?
I know that I don't confess anything other than on this site and a lot of people have helped me through some hard times here and I've made a few friends, as well.