I don't. See the point in life and dont know how much i want to stay here besides the fact that the planets gonna end anyway and burn us alive probably. my friends Have all abandoned me my family is basically non existant. Theyve all left me to it was for the best but it still sucks to have no one cant talk to my boyfriend cause hes autistic and weve been dating but its never gone anywere cause he just doesn't. Take anything i say seriously weve never even had an actual conversation.i have people and family who care its just not enough to make me want to live.no one can help me at this point but god.