Thank you so much everyone. I really appreciate all of the advice and opinions. I think that I'm going to tell her that I'm taking a break and will contact her when I want another appointment. I'll then check out a couple of other therapists and pick a new one that is NOT a blank slate and who I feel comfortable with. I can't imagine going back to current T but I want to leave the door open to come back if I ever want to. However, I think that chance of that are very slim, but it's comforting to me to keep it open ended.