View Single Post
 
Old Nov 22, 2016, 01:46 AM
Melmo Melmo is offline
Grand Member
 
Member Since: Nov 2012
Location: Canada
Posts: 860
Quote:
Originally Posted by Só leigheas View Post
I quit my job back in August, too. I just now feel like maybe I can work, again. When I'm low, though, I just can't.
For me it's not just being low. I have two kids and I'm single. For 2 1/2 months I was getting up at 5am, leaving at 6:30 and walking to my oldest daughters daycare. We would get there at 7. Catch the bus to my youngest daughters daycare. Then I'd bus to work and get there right on time for 8. All day if be stressed out and have anxiety and work my *** off. Always feeling like no matter how much I try it's still not good enough. Constant self doubt.
Then off work for 4:30-5 and go pick up my kids to be home at 6-6:30 then rush through getting us all fed and then bathed and ready for bed. Then after I manage to get them in bed, I'd have to do dishes/laundry and pack lunches and bags for the next day. Getting to bed at 11-12am and getting up at 5am again.
It's been like this for 5 years now...my moods change so much that I can't handle stress and have been put off work on stress leave 3 times.
__________________
"Life is way too short to spend another day at war with yourself."
Hugs from:
Anonymous59125, bizi