Pain was up and down today. It's been several days since I bathed but I think I will jump in the shower after making this post. Still too unwell to clean but tomorrow should be better as my monthly curse is lessening. I've been battling a rash which doctors can't explain on my upper left breast for like 8 years. It gets a little better and sometimes much worse. It's really bad right now. I think using the heater dries out my skin and flairs my eczema. I might try a humidifier and see if it helps. I've tried everything else with minimal relief. Steroid creams help but take awhile and you shouldn't use them long term so I go on and off. My mood is off but I'm not sure what's going on right now. I'm a bit confused about recent events and have decided to talk to my therapist for clarification. Several things aren't making sense to me right now and I don't know if I'm being logical/reasonable which is how I view myself, or emotional/unreasonable as I fear I'm being deemed by others. Is one side wrong and one side right? Are both sides right and wrong simultaneously? Do I have this figured out or am I delusional? Very confusing.