I know i can always count on you guys for advice and friendship.i come here pretty much every day and try and help if I can and in hope that I can be helped I will keep coming here till I can't. I just wish in my teen years there was an intervention sooner. I was supposed to go to a nice residential place at 17 but I was declined cause my birthday was a few months away.i feel like if only a year before I'd been placed in could have been helped now presently I'm depressed suicidal lonely no job ever no college and I feel like I don't have much time to change things cause if either of my parents pass away were sunk cause right now there's no money to afford anything alone which is why there not divorced and I'll probably end up in a care facility if I'm stuck with my dad cause I'm disabled and he can't afford a nurse to help me with personal stuff when I need it so I don't know were I'd go or what I'd do unfortunately also not to many people have messaged me wanting to be friends so I'm not sure but thanks