I appreciate that. My mood's swinging up. Thing is, the thoughts and dreams don't really go away. The only difference is, I'm cool with it and don't get upset. Sort of weird. As long as I can get a grip before my mood swings back down again, I should be fine. Went to my therapist yesterday and starting meds today. I'm just going to have to find a way to kick my *** into sticking with the treatment. I have a hard time with that, considering I'm pretty stubborn about "I can handle this alone" sort of ****.
Thank you for all of your support and advice. You're pretty cool.