I am grumpy because I am getting old (turning 60 on Dec 5th) and tired to do my part time job, yet I am clinging to it as if it was my lifeline to productive life, after that I am not sure what I will do...maybe become an eccentric who just wonders around aimlessly, I cannot stay home as that is the sure death wish. This season is hard because of the extra hours they ask me to do and working Xmass, Thanksgiving and New years Eve. Lucky, I finish by 6 pm every day.