God gave us free will,and hopes when the chips are down you will exercise it and make a change, you sound like someone who needs a geographical cure,not a care facility, this is your life, live it,and as far as we know it's a short hard ride ,no disabled person thrives and enjoys any part of life in a care facility,I went from being a career in public service and donating my time to anyone who needs it, to compassionate disability and a higher function tetrapilegic in few short years ,now I do alot of electronic " interventions" to pass along and pay forward the few breaks I got in this world before I pass on to the grave, if your interested in finding out about independent living with a care aide to do anything you can't do yourself ,PM me let's talk, please.don't give up before you know your possible options for a better life, interesting screen name you got, be passionate about your life and we'll being , the fruit is living and doing well in spite of being a person with a disability.

Misterpain