Hi Pink,
Have you talked to your T about taking some time off? Perhaps a sabattical from your internship?

Do you think you need to be inpatient for a tune-up? Can you see T more often or check in with him a couple times a day? Can you move in with him? Ok, just kidding on the last suggestion.

Have you ever been hospitalized? It may be the kind of rest you need right now. Talk it over with your T and see what he thinks. I don't think he will steer you wrong. You obviously mean a great deal to him.

I wish you a speedy recovery.
Okie