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January · Nov 22, 2016, 03:25 PM

I tried to take the letter from the t regarding Belle to the office today but there is no one there. Perhaps they took the week off for the holiday. They do that sometimes.

Belle and I are getting along great. She is learning things pretty quickly. She is smart and loving. She hates having to stay in the bathroom while I go somewhere and I hate it for her, but there is no other alternative.

My eyes are worse and my exhaustion is bone deep and getting worse by the day. It's not because of Belle. After more research on the methotrexate, I learned it can cause chronic pink eye and exhaustion of this magnitude, among some other problems I'm having.

Thanks to the methotrexate I can walk and am relatively pain free, but I'm down to not functioning. I go back to the rhuemy in early Dec., and we'll see if we can work out something else. I'm not ashamed to admit that I'm afraid. I have to be able to walk, but I also have to have the energy to walk somewhere. Also, I'm afraid it's ruining my eyes. I've been fighting the infection for what, two or three months now? It's in both eyes again.

Still, I have so much for which to be thankful. Belle is a big part of it, but so are each of you. I love you.