Oh Droopy....hugs to you dear. I fear I've upset you more than helped you! I apologize....

As far as SA goes, I had it from 2 cousins, one much older than me, an old man that was the husband of the babysitter, the creep; and just various boys my own age or older who just would do things I didn't want them to, that made me feel ashamed

Most of that has been worked through. I can't change it and really, some of it I don't know if it happened or if I dreamed it. Ya know. The lovely thing about dissociation from the moment. Started that very early.

The Mental abuse and physical abuse, on the other hand has been harder for me to get through. This all from the woman who was supposed to love me the most.(My....mother, but I call her t)

I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone and this is NOT YOUR FAULT,no more than it is mine and we shouldn't have to feel ashamed, the people who did this to us should be the ones who feel ashamed !

I'm here for you no matter what, you can discuss it in private (pm) or post it on the thread, doesn't matter, buzz me day or night and I'll be there.

Take Care of yourself,
Kimberly.