I'm home. It's dark. Inside and out. I brushed my teeth after dinner. Time crawls by. Breathing noticeable. Afraid of last time where I couldn't shut it off. Started with cold air activating my asthma today. So much time until bedtime. One kid here one kid not. Strange state. Indefinite. Had music on. Now off. Had a movie on. Now off. I feel stuck in this moment. Will I ever see the sun again? So much to do tomorrow- important stuff. Hit refresh. Hit refresh....