Yes, he left me just last Thursday night. I am still shocked he is gone. This was my 3rd marriage. I want to pour out my heart, he is so shut down. Today is the first day, I have not even heard boo from him. At first I was all texting and calling then Sunday, he threatened me if I contacted anyone in his family again. Then Monday, he said he will give me money for u-haul or I can use it for rent this month, but that is it. Today heard nothing. He is an alcoholic. I hate saying it like that, because I do love him. I think I am so lost in shock, I am not wanting to cry, and I do not want to make any more stupid emotional mistakes. It is just hurting and I am sick of hurting. I came to SC to be happy and to start a new life with him. Now he is gone. What the hell??
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