Hi fellow newbies. I'm right up there with a lot of y'all. I'll spare you the morbid details but other than hoping for hope, there's not much to live for these days. I am married to a master manipulator and boy he's a piece of work. I never really accepted being " victem" and just read a huge amount regarding Psychological manipulation and though I could not become more depressed than I was before researching this. I can't work due to the stress, so I cannot support myself and he is now unemployed but is an olympic procrastinator. GOLD MEDAL.
I have no tears left. No insurance less money that I thought was even possible, chronic pain and no money for pain meds or the antidepressant. I live with a (unconscious) and very successful campaign to keep me from leaving like I did 10 yrs ago. I am so depressed I HAVE no idea how to describe it. I'm sorry