Saw T today. Despite my protests that I am back to to stable he didn't agree I was ready to be discharged. Said my thoughts were disorders and I had trouble keeping track with topics or instead got obsessed wiht some. So, I am guessing my pdoc will say the same thing when I see him tomorrow so I am stuck here for at least 6 more days. On the plus side my T did say I was less mixed/mainc than last week so some improvement has occurred. So frustrating being trapped in her with such beautiful weather (80`F and up wards).

My T also reminded me how labile my moods are as they swing from suicidal to euphoric with no apparent trigger or warning. The massive doses of AAP and Benzo's are calming me down so hopefully I will find baseline soon and stay there. For tonight, I am happy-go-lucky...invincible to stress. I will enjoy it while i can and head to dinner trying to find that cute guy i like