Why am i sat here at uni when i am a crumpled mess?
I had an appt with the counsellor today - i was going to tell her that i needed help NOW. But she is ill so i am at a lost of what to do.
I've got the next available drs appt - it is on friday. How many days between here and then? Too many.

I actually think i am going insane. If i could be on my own then prehaps there is a possibility of getting through the next few days but everyone expects something from me.

When will they realise that i have nothing left to give them??

I'm exhausted.