I'm not trying to persuade myself. I'm not in crisis nor have it seen myself in crisis this last year. I'm only taking meds because she vaugly threatened the hospital and now she brings up iop. I need her to know all the difficulties in me going to iop and my fear of strangers, traveling in cars are two of the difficulties. She wanted me iop because of my thoughts. You think she'll want it more knowing I'm isolated? I only got to her because therapy helped me a lot three years ago to accept who I am. The only thing that is getting in the way of life is my fear of being in a car and the fear extending to family driving too.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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