I have been extremely down, emotional, suicidal. Anyone been in the situation of questioning whether you are either becoming depressed and therefore not eating and sleeping or if you are emotional because you are not eating and sleeping? That is where I am now.
My pdoc pushed up my appt and increased my seroquel to 600MG. Because of this, I only woke twice last night and feel rested this morning. I have a sinking feeling but am feeling much better then I have over the last week or so. I am hoping it is not another depression.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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