I know this doesn't fit into this forum but there is no good place for this question.

I used to feel like my friend and I were sisters. We were super close and I even went to family holiday events with her and she went to mine. When my cat died she automatically came over and provided comfort and helped me through my divorce.

Now, I would still be there for her no matter what but she isn't there for me. I have this problem with every friend... I always seem to lose them. I don't know why I am not a person people like. Guys seem to want to date me but girls don't want to stay my friend. I hurt myself the other day and would have thought she'd ask if I needed anything as she lives 5 minutes away but when I asked if she wanted to stop by she just said she was busy and never returned my text or asked if I needed anything. She's also leaving me alone for Thanksgiving. She didn't tell me what she's doing but knows I'll be alone and is just leaving it that way. It's really hurting me.

I know I have problems but I don't think it's super apparent. We had a little tiff on my birthday... She drinks a lot when she goes out. I don't know if she's going through something...

I just want a friend who stays my friend. I lost a close friend in the last city I lived in and moved across the country so I could like close to this friend again and now I feel like I wasted this over $8000 I spent to move. I think I might be too clingy. Help!