Well, I feel very much threatened by people and it's almost impossible for me to feel comfortable around them. I know I am a target for bullies because of this. I am this way since I was a kid and it never changed. Other people always seemed to have a problem with me because of this or because of that and I was really unaccepted throughout my life. Even on the beginning of this year I was verbally and physically attacked by one drunk girl that knew me only based on what she heard about me and told me everyone hates me and that I'm acting posh and I should die. I again became totally uneasy after that and very self-conscious too. We have a few bully type of people here who piss others off, but I cannot say for now that they said or did something insulting towards me aparts from laughing that I seem extremely hyperfocused working (also apart from one comment I've heard in the bus - because they are backstabbing others a lot on the way back from work, but I'm not 100% sure it was about me). There are also people of other nationalities that I really want to be welcoming towards, but it doesn't really work cause I sound even more stressed out. There are situations like this boy saying "hi" to me every five minutes and asking some silly questions (he doesn't speak my language) and I'm not sure if he's making fun of me or whatever his intentions are and it's pretty weird that I cannot deal with such stuff. Once a woman brought me a cup and poured me some water and I thank her but in a minute was like "waaait, why did she do that? maybe she spat in it or something? maybe she hates me?". It sounds paranoid as hell. I seem to lack any basic understanding of human interactions while dealing with them (which kind of runs in family as I have many autistic, socially isolated and misunderstood people in it)