Thanks Divine. I'm not going to get into the sexual attraction part. It's too private for me to share here atm. But thank you. Yeah, our friendship really ...it grew out of ur relationship, and I'd say it was never really a fully healthy one because if that, and because we were so close. We slept in the same bed as friends when I'd go over there. It was weird. I know this. I probably deluded myself into thinking it was just friendship. And yeah, this guy says insensitive stuff all the time to me, and we disagree a lot. It's not worth it to me to continue the friendship. It's just hard to end. I don't call him much lately. I know I need to fill my life with better things.