I have trauma history, and I am petrified to get one of these done! The thought of someone seeing me naked and touching me, even if they are female, is terrifying. I've never had sex because of these reasons. My GP knows this about me and is, thankfully, very understanding. She is willing to move slowly with this issue and said she is not worried that there is anything wrong b.c. I'm not sexually active. I don't know how to become ok with this, or atleast not traumatized. Is this weird? Am I the only one that feels this scared?