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Nov 23, 2016, 04:46 PM
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Grand Poohbah
Community Liaison
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Member Since: Jan 2011
Location: Surrey, SE London, UK
Posts: 1,628
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Hello dear Singer Dorian and I'm concerned and sad that you are in that horrible bad place. I'm not about to say things you don't want to hear ~~ like dur dur dur, you'll soon feel better etc etc etc. I've been where you are many times, and I'm not great myself right now. I could say you're still relatively young, but that wont bring solace. I'm considerably older then you at 57 and from the age of around 18 life has been one struggle . Sadly back then many of todays mental disorders were not known about and certainly there was little therapy.
Do you have anybody at all in real life that knows some or all of what you're going through? I will admit now that I've gone through decades pretending and ''putting it on'' so people would never know I was totally ''mad''. I honestly thought I was the only one in the world, what with no internet, no nothing really.
I can only offer a listening ear and I promise you I'm NOT easily shocked, having been admitted many times to a psych hospital nearby. Believe me, I saw all sorts in there and to be honest, people there were the most honest, kind and gentle folk ever (the patients I mean!).
I send you LOVE and HUGS.  
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