Hugs to you on this holiday season. I suggest a marathon of different shows as the holidays go by, you won't even miss them. I mean I have my family, and I still feel alone. Weird how life goes. Everyone is independent in my house, and are all doing their "own thing" where I don't have anything. So it is what it is. I will be binge watching something, or reading. No big deal for me.

But for whatever its worth I think you're a great father for loving your daughters so much.