Since then, I have had moments of being able to form words and then moments of complete terror where I can't do anything except try to not scream... I am struggling so much right now... I snapped at some telemarketer that called... the number had called 3 times today, and he was just at the wrong time... a friend who heard tried to scold and lecture that he was just doing his job, and I just yelled at her "I just saw the f-er that r***d me... I am not having a good day"... she responded well to that, considering the complete jump from topic to topic... but my brain is not being entirely reliable right now.