Hello sweet-salinas: Thanks for posting your concern here on PC.

I'm afraid I don't have any advice to offer.

I think the important thing is simply to keep working with your therapist, talk about your concerns, & see where it all leads.
I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks!

I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.
PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. There are many knowledgeable & caring members here. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to cone

ct with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!