I got to go see my primary doc this afternoon, to talk to him about my depression. He is such a great doctor, and he really trusts what I think. It helps that I've been seeing him my whole life (almost 30 years). I felt really listened to, more than I have from anyone lately. He listened to and discussed my thoughts like I was an adult. Imagine that! He supported my concerns about my antidepressants 100%, and we agreed on a change. I'm feeling some hope today, for the first time in w long time. There is some fear that this won't be better, but I'm holding on to the positive for today.